5 things that I hate/really dislike:
- arrogant/callous/selfish/disrespectful individuals
- lack of peace from annoying smells or intruding sounds, etc. (this includes too much socializing)
- falseness; kissing up; nosy-ness
- excess; extravagant waste; leads to pollution
- damaging things; throwing things away; tied to #4 OR hershey's milk chocolate
I feel like I've really changed this semester, and not just in a "I can't believe how much I've grown" way. Somehow I feel like a really regressed as a person. Sometimes I just want to scream, go away, lock myself up in my room - but I never do. I lack self control.
I haven't taken control of my life in such a long time. I feel like I've only been going with the flow and letting things happen rather than addressing things as they come up. Now I'm completely tangled up in a mess. I've completely compromised myself and my moral character.. now how do I rebuild it all?
Sometimes I want to just forget everything that happened this semester, and yet despite all of my regrets, I feel like I really learned something this time around. I should've just followed my list that I made before I came to college: "Learn to say no."
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