I used to think that that quote (by Marilyn Monroe, I believe) was one of the most arrogant lines of snobbery anyone could let slip from their lips, and yet I found myself agreeing with it lately. Well, of course not unconditionally. People should always work to improve themselves. I guess it's like.. you shouldn't expect to enjoy company with someone without also experiencing their sadness and negativity also. Wait, am I wrong? Maybe.
I want to give you up. If there's a chance for me to give you up, then I'm going to take it.
Friends say it's best to just cut your losses, even if it's painful to do so. I can't save everything. Sometimes it's necessary to remove an irrecoverable limb to save an individual from certain death. I definitely care too much. A win-win situation isn't always possible. Now the question is, am I selfish or am I selfless?
I want to apologize for how I've been, but it's hard. Apologies are always difficult for me. Sometimes I say them too often, sometimes I don't say them enough. But an apology is only as meaningful as the intent to keep your promise to never do whatever it was again. Regardless, I have a long way to go before everything gets better.
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