Wednesday, November 3, 2010

an indescribable feeling..

What's up with me? I feel a bit lost. Things are just spiraling out of control. I can't grasp onto anything to stop myself from tumbling away. My emotions have ensnared me..

Someone said I was "emo" recently. I don't think I am. Am I? Why aren't things simple anymore. I guess I set the dominoes into motion; who knows where this thing will go. But back to my main point.. being called "emo" is pretty annoying. What if I am?? Ugh, I don't want to be.

I don't like this feeling, that I'm sinking into negativity. I want to be carefree. Well, not completely, since I still have a physics midterm tomorrow..!

I'm just going to rant, since it seems like this post isn't heading anywhere anyway. There are so many things annoying me right now:
  1. memory loss
  2. confusion
  3. inability to act
  4. caring too much/not at all..
That last one is pretty paradoxical.. I don't know what to say about that!

On another note, I've been having nightmares lately. I can't really remember what happened, though. Ack, gonna try to study some more..

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