A Dream

I woke up half an hour ago. Very late. But I had some pretty epic dreams. It's already starting to fade, so let me try to remember. It's really interesting because I mixed my dreams with reality, so I didn't realize these were dreams, just memories of the past. Anyway.. First, I came up with a good song to perform (guitar + lyrics) but I forgot it now.. Second, I saw my eldest brother, whom I haven't seen in forever. Some other things happened also, but it's all slipping away now.

I tried to look for that brother of mine on facebook, and I found him! But apparently "it's awkward" for me to add him on facebook. Sigh.

I feel sad. Things just aren't going my way.

1. I was pretty excited to see HP7 tonight, but my ticket was lost or something.
2. It's cold and the heater is broken.
3. I'm alone in my room because roomies left/didn't come back last night. o.o
4. I miss old friends, but it's awkward to reach out since I didn't talk to them when they needed it the most. I don't want to be a friend of convenience.
5. I miss eating fruit.
6. I miss the simple life and the way things were in the past.

I wish I had worked harder in the past. Things definitely would've been different now..