Confusion

I feel lost. Detached. I feel like I'm a new person, someone who isn't tied down anymore. It's rather frightening.

I keep losing track of what I need to do. Lately, I just go with the flow rather than plan things out. I don't know when my tests are. I don't know when my homework is due. What IS my homework? I haven't applied for any work study jobs. I haven't studied. I haven't cleaned my room..

I guess a big part of this is that I haven't had a laptop for quite a while. I don't know what's going on in the world or with my friends because I've been away from CNN and stalkerbook. Hm. Where's my head at?