Emotionally Unstable

I'm so unstable it's not even funny anymore. Well actually, someone once told me that "you know it's bad once you can joke about it." I guess that's only for special incidents, like joking about a suicide.

If anything at all pricks or pokes me, I think I'm going to have a serious meltdown. Since when did I get atop this precarious perch? More like I'm walking a tightrope above a sea of enthusiasm and agony.

Sigh..

Big Bang - Stupid Liar

Too much to study. Kill me now.

"I'm so stupid.." for real!! D:

Fade

I feel like the last tendrils of life are losing their hold on me, and I'm fading out into a void.

Well that was bleak. I suck at being eloquent.. Anyway, I was trying to describe the feeling of disconnect that I'm experiencing right now. I have so much to do, and so much that I want to do, yet I haven't been able to address any of these issues yet. I guess I'm too afraid. I keep thinking of the "what if" scenarios in my head.

Keep positive?